My memories come and go now. My hurt reminds me of the times I yelled at you or spanked you. I wish more the fun memories would come back. You were the cutest kid and so silly. You could swim like nobodys business. I remember you were the only one who could swim fast enough to catch the bullfrog that got into the pool. That's the year we let you just stick you face into you birthday cake and take a huge bite. That was so funny. I also remember at Uncle TJ's wedding you stood on Grandpa's feet and danced just like I did when I was a little girl. You are so precious to me and I wish I could put your death in its place and move forward but I'm stuck and I'm sick because of it. Could you ask God to heal me baby. I miss you so much and wonder the kind of woman you would've turned out to be. Love Heaven baby girl and tell Grandpa hello.
Love, Mommy